Friday, February 29, 2008

I'm bac bloggin again today~~now conferencing with peony,BK,hao zhe.....haha...hao zhe is damn blur bout all mi and sotongs de relations~haha....lol.....just now told peony bout the di yi jie~~i just watch the preview of di yi jie on the TV and then it was NC 16...and she was whining le...lol....no worries ah gal....i go net find see got anot......if got i go dl for u =) oki.....

in the afternoon saw stone-age using marker's acc. to play audi. then both of them....very the wat lor....one call mi ah sum another call mi aunty.....dotx....you two never die before ar...always call mi all this....dotx....~~~wait for stone-age to finish his dling of don noe wat....w8 and w8....wait till want to sleep liao.....sms marker then i go rest liao lor.....stone-age is really stone lor.....movements also very slow.....dotx lea.....

i'm still under the "attack" of the cold and cough virus...not recover yet lor...haiz...hope i can recover as soon as possible ba ~~~~ =D
recently most of the sotongs have been very moody......feeling so worry for them~just hope that they will kan kai yi dian.....and regain back their old-self....jia you guyz......

everyone have to go through a part of that moment in their life...so just relax and everything would be fine..... =) no worries oki......就算天塌下来也有我替你顶着.... =)

don't get it sia....why most of the ppl look down on the ITE students lea....haiz....ITE so what...in the few years time...ITE students might even be much better in their academic results which can also be used to compare the results with others liao lor....

oh ya.....i had failed my JAE admission to poly...but then been promote to ITE west (clementi).....wanting to appeal but then few of my friends went to ask the poly....and then i gave up hope.....with my this result no poly would wants mi haiz....nvm.....i still would work hard for my 2 years and the get promotion to poly.... jia you jia you =D..... and good luck to marker in his dae appeal to rp ^v^

talking to my aunt now in msn....pouring out all my troubles to her....she said that she want to talk to my daddy bout it...but then i ask her to forget it....no matter what...i don really want to bother bout them anymore.....blog half way...my that kuku mother kept nagging and say what you will get it from mi if u don mop the floor...like WTF...!!!! i don really like to scold vulgarities but then both of them are really getting up on my nerves liao.....my aunt tell mi don even bother bout them....see la you two....even now she's supporting mi then you...damn failure lor.....

always also like tat....I've really given up all my hopes to receive any love and care le......even now....talk to each other like talking to someone whom neither of us like.....kept saying what i have change alot.....is you both given mi all these unwanted stress over these 10+ years......have you all ever thought of why would i hate you both so much??? and how long have i hated you??? never never~ i had enough of all these le......if can i would rather finish my own life then seeing you both this BLOODY PARENTS AGAIN!!!!

#hatred#

Thursday, February 28, 2008

i once believe to the phrase shown below:
解铃还需系铃人....but the it's not totally true~

everyone has a tie knot in their heart~and they always need/still waiting for someone to untie it for them.....

actually each of us can un-tie this knot ourselves...if we can take things easily and not taking it too much to our heart =)....each of us have to really learn this~it is a very important lesson in everyone's life.....not matter wat happens...if everyone are able to let it go easily.....everyone will feel relax and not having so much burdens on ur shoudlers making it so heavy that you don't even have the time to take a breath....causing youself to be under alot of stress.....

if one is not able to un-tie the knot in it's own heart....one could try to find others for advice or pour out their troubles and everything...this could also be another way too.....but in what ever things....one mus believe in own self.....and have confidence too....

but everything is not that easy to be done....it's not bout only saying but also actions....another thing that need 2 person to un-tie a knot is when i comes to relationship......this knot depends on the person whether they want it to be un-tied or jus keep this to their heart forever.....as for this one...can't really do any help....but un-tieing this very dead knot really need alot of courage...encouragement and help from all your friends....don mind bout talking these matters to your friends cos...it will help you alot.....but then mus find some one that can really help but not those give lousy advice and only crap to you when you're telling them in a serious tone....
jia you~~....

#crapper.amy#

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

i'm jus begin very bore at my home~~~~everyday jus wake up...do chores....play com. haiz...so sian....

ever since i stop working....i have been quarreling with my parents...everyday nag at mi for useless things.....and scold mi for small small things...making mi can't really torlerate them anymore~they are just ......and they never spare a thought for mi...tinking wat is only good for them but not good for mi.....always wants thing go on their way then in my way...even though it's my path...my future~i rarely even want to talk to them...cos' i knew that once i start and when neither of us can mit to the same point....there's going to be an explosion le....they never try to understand me.....just like now....even though i never talk to them the whole day....they also don mind...thinking that i'm jus only emoing.....never bother to ask mi wat happen...never~~

these things~though i'm used to it since the day i start schooling....but i have my own thoughts too....why won't they try to figure out when i'm really starting to rebel through my actions.....making mi really hate them....first time.....talking bout hating my parents in just a relax tone ba....well....maybe the only way to get myself out of this might be moving out ba......maybe moving out is the ideal way to stop all these things....cos' even now i'm quarreling with my brother at the very first sight.....ya~ maybe that's the only way le.....but then need to be financially support first....and i'm now finding a way.....searching and searching.... =X

lol....better stop here first before i really start to think too much haha....
anyway~today is mi and my baobei charmaine's FIRST ANNIVERSARY~~~ yipee.....happy anniversary baobei...X333


XXXXmy 100 p0stsXXXX



##confused,sick##

Sunday, February 24, 2008

well...at round this wednesday...i'm officially out of my workplace....hmmm...sort of got fire ba haha.....the office suddenly call mi on the wednesday and say that that day is my last day liao lor....best lor....who wants to work there....so tough lor.....and then kept pestering me to return their uniform as if i would eat those clothes up.....give mi calls everyday...so irrtating lor......especially that supervisor of mine....when i want to quit, kept asking mi to stay do go..work till month end.....but when she found a new girl...she jus kick mi aside....and the name of my workplace is DANO....a place mainly selling clothes of the OL(office ladies)...lol.....nvm....who cares...the faster i leave...the better...XD

lets' drop that subject~ oki today the sotongs went out le.....well these sotongs are my audition friends....and as for mi...it's my second outing with them le =)....all of us..hmmm~can't say all....my "qingaiderh" and another sotong didn't come today....oki back to where i stop=> we went out to marina square to celebrate an early birthday of my SOTONG CHARMAINE BAOBEI~~....and a happy early birthday to my baobei.....may all your wishes come true...hehe.....

the sotongs treated sotong baobei 2 movies...and bought her a sotong/octopus...and also an ice-cream cake....haha.....very fun....we watched L change the world and Ah Long Pte Ltd.....the L change the world is nice...L is very cute lor....and the way he treat those ppl also very funny de la....then some of the parts in the show also quite scaring but to mi lea....tink is nothing much...not i act or wat...is i'm not really shocked by any parts of the show but some scenes are quite disgusting la....don noe how to say...mus watch it urself then can de =).....as for Ah Long....my god...damn funny de lor.....the mark lee is damn sissy in the show....to be truthful....the show is also quite lame de.....only if you can really take it then watch it....if not you will find the show boring and also a waste of money....

but then during the first show....all the 7 of us manage to be sitted at the third row from the back.....but~!!! behind us are a whole row of girls who appears to be damn irritating lor....during the commercial very chatting very loudly and small small tinks also scare....then during the show also like that....very noisy lor....wanted to shout at them cos during some scenes it was quite disgusting and they like....scare then kept making noise....very irritating.....not so lucky on the second show....got seats on the fourth row from the front....haiz....sit till my neck going to break liao....cos i sort of lifting my head up....very tiring la...any way....we had lots of fun today.....especially when we all went to the "durian shell" to celebrate charmanine baobei's birthday.....lol...very fun haha.....why lea...cos bought the cake...got the candles...but then no knife to cut cake...haha...imagine la...no knife how to celebrate how to eat...lol....but after that....marker and laobo when to find a knife some how haha...
hor hor...shawn and joshua you two must be responsible liao lor....joshua's hand touching peony....shawn touch peony too haha....LOL....AH PEK AND UNCLE.....HOR HOR~~ !!! XD
Laobo...don u call mi auntie again hor..if not i will scare u again and your shoulders are all going to get hurt again haha.... XP.....and also...lao bo....and marker da shu...don u both bully mi again hor >.<...try mi i bully u again haha..... XP....and peony....haiz..nvm....jus hope that u can don so hiong again.....u know what i'm saying haha.... =D
oki up next....are the pictures of the day...which are mostly taken by mi hehe....i hope that the "victims" would not kill mi haha....

the cake~~
the birthday gal~~
the greedy marker a.k.a dashu~~~~


having fun~~~
so sweet~~~ XD
the photos of the sotongs~~~the girls sotongs...the boys sotongs and finally the only sotong family the picture....but still lag of some sotongs =X

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

today is a very wonderful day and also a very sad day....~~today i reach much earlier then my supervisor lol~really don wan to work with her lor...very naggy de....always like to act cute like to talk so much~~really a ACBC(act cute buai cute) de auntie lor.....not one of my colleague wants to work with her...working with her is like seeing a ghost or being "abused"....want to go home early but become going home much later~~~dotx......nvm~ talk bout today better.....

today work half way suddenly black out.....lol...not only my shop is the whole row down where my shop lands....e.g addias..swensen...byst...7-eleven lol.....then no need to do business liao lor....haha...the power came bac at round 5 mins later.....lol...me and my other colleague hoped so much that the power would not come bac the whole day....haha...then can slack the whole day lor....but things did not went the way we wanted ....haiz~~then start to work and work .....but then no ppl ma...so still can slack lor...kept chit-chatting throughout the whole session when there's no ppl lor...haha....can't help if not all of us are falling asleep very soon....

after a while....my supervisor went out to eat then her record of eating is actually more then 1 hour....dotx..don know what she eat lor..need more then an hour lor....during that time when she's not in...me and my colleague were serving one customer.....when she went to try her clothes..we were playing with her son lor....so much fun sia...haha....her son likie very close to us .....kept calling us jie jie and came to play with us haha...so CUTE~~~~lol...but don know why lea...his saliva kept staining at my pants lor....but then nvm la...small kids ma...have lots of fun with him lor....haha....

then after that my supervisor came bac...she went to the counter then start to talk bout some things....but mi and my colleague didn't hear clearly what she's talking bout so we hack care her haha.....and we talk bout my colleague de past relations....cos she's getting married so i'm very curious bout her past lor....i very gp de... =X...half way my ah tou chup in then start to talk bout her things...i want to talk also can't sian lor....then we start to talk bout jokes...both my colleague and my ah tou gave lots of funny jokes...but what came out of my mouth is always those very lame de jokes lor....haha.......then later in the night we start to get busy le...~~

near to the closing time....came in a very cute de auntie....she very steady de....try on 1 dress then straight away decide to buy that dress..but cos need 2 regular items then got 20% off...she waited for her daughter to come...after that both of them bought 1 dress each....lol...but really like that auntie alot....unlike others...she really really very kind..humorous and friendly....haha.....this is the wonderful day...####

the sad day..cos i'm down with a cold and sorethroat....and my voice sound very deep...like a boy breaking his voice....pray that i can recover ASAP....pai tuo pai tuo =(#####

GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY FRIENDS IN TOMORROW'S POSTING...MAY ALL GET INTO THEIR DREAM COURSE AND SCHOOL~~ =)####

Monday, February 18, 2008

today is a very wonderful day and also a very sad day....~~

today i reach much earlier then my supervisor lol~really don wan to work with her lor...very naggy de....always like to act cute like to talk so much~~really a ACBC(act cute buai cute) de auntie lor.....not one of my colleague wants to work with her...working with her is like seeing a ghost or being "abused"....want to go home early but become going home much later~~~dotx......nvm~ talk bout today better.....

today work half way suddenly black out.....lol...not only my shop is the whole row down where my shop lands....e.g addias..swensen...byst...7-eleven lol.....then no need to do business liao lor....haha...the power came bac at round 5 mins later.....lol...me and my other colleague hoped so much that the power would not come bac the whole day....haha...then can slack the whole day lor....but things did not went the way we wanted ....haiz~~then start to work and work .....but then no ppl ma...so still can slack lor...kept chit-chatting throughout the whole session when there's no ppl lor...haha....can't help if not all of us are falling asleep very soon....

after a while....my supervisor went out to eat then her record of eating is actually more then 1 hour....dotx..don know what she eat lor..need more then an hour lor....during that time when she's not in...me and my colleague were serving one customer.....when she went to try her clothes..we were playing with her son lor....so much fun sia...haha....her son likie very close to us .....kept calling us jie jie and came to play with us haha...so CUTE~~~~lol...but don know why lea...his saliva kept staining at my pants lor....but then nvm la...small kids ma...have lots of fun with him lor....haha....

then after that my supervisor came bac...she went to the counter then start to talk bout some things....but mi and my colleague didn't hear clearly what she's talking bout so we hack care her haha.....and we talk bout my colleague de past relations....cos she's getting married so i'm very curious bout her past lor....i very gp de... =X...half way my ah tou chup in then start to talk bout her things...i want to talk also can't sian lor....then we start to talk bout jokes...both my colleague and my ah tou gave lots of funny jokes...but what came out of my mouth is always those very lame de jokes lor....haha.......then later in the night we start to get busy le...~~

near to the closing time....came in a very cute de auntie....she very steady de....try on 1 dress then straight away decide to buy that dress..but cos need 2 regular items then got 20% off...she waited for her daughter to come...after that both of them bought 1 dress each....lol...but really like that auntie alot....unlike others...she really really very kind..humorous and friendly....haha.....this is the wonderful day...####

the sad day..cos i'm down with a cold and sorethroat....and my voice sound very deep...like a boy breaking his voice....pray that i can recover ASAP....pai tuo pai tuo =(#####

GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY FRIENDS IN TOMORROW'S POSTING...MAY ALL GET INTO THEIR DREAM COURSE AND SCHOOL~~ =)
####

Thursday, February 14, 2008

happy valentines' to all~~and also to my sotongs~~today is the most sour valentine day of all the years lol~~why lea cos i today saw too much couple liao lor~ all so sweet haha~~ and i tink this is the first time i saw so many couples before lor~~~really is alot....the shopping centre is crowded wif couples~~~especially those restaurants....like secret receipe and swensen~~those ppl queue till outside lor...especially swensen..queue till reaching the next shop liao lor~~~and the space between swensen and the next shop is quite far de lor...haha.....

then today on the bus more chaim~~~ ther's a lady and she was wearing a long dress~she looked elegent but when she sat down~ the way she sat was very rough lor....she put one of her leg up and one on the floor my god then she slept ther...dotx~then all of the sudden the bus got very noisy and then she cover her ears to enjoy her "beauty sleep" but too noisy she kept giving a face and kept looking to the back~~ after that she change to a new sit further away from the noise to continude her sleep...but when aunties call...ther's no way that it's going to be quiet lor....she also very wat...tink that the bus belongs to her....kept lookin to the back even after she change her sit lor....finally she get off haha.....but also very unlucky the sit that i sat has no safety de lor.....i almost fly out of my sit lor.....piang....very dangerous lor....so scary....then when i reached my bus-stop...wan to get off that time...i really is fly out but lucky nv bang to the front ppl lor....heng ar....

then today at my work place saw so many girls holding roses...if not is bears...if not is balloons haha....bit jealous haha.....anyway today is a very not day lea....the sales today not good confirm get scolding de....haiz~~

then today i finally tendered my resignation le....hehe....working till this 22nd of feb and i'm not working le...hehe...and not forgetting..thank alot for your cookies...really owe u alot...always give mi gifts and i never return any gift to you...owe u lots le....rmb to tell mi lea~~lol...oki gtg liao tata....

Monday, February 11, 2008

have a very great day today....went to watch kung fu dunk wif my ah pa~enjoyed throughtout~



the whole show is very funny de lor~the jay chou kept actting cute in de show lor...haha...mi and my ah pa also abit mad liao lor~after the show kept talking bout the kungfu in it~especially ah pa~he like abit siao liao lor....he is siao bout the time reversing kungfu dotx lor siao liao...haha...then today we buy the ticket got a "voucher" watch any show got $2 off but only 1 use~~~lol~~hope that mi and ah pa can go out to watch another show again lor....



watch the show from like 3 plus to almost 5 le ba~~tinking of going bac to school to visit my juniors de but in the end lea...no time....haiz then he pei mi go to home lor....on the way bac~~we saw evan and her stead lor~~talk and chat for a while then she go work i go home le~half way through ah pa pei mi go Gek Poh to take a look at a pair of shoes i wan to buy.....then i put to consideration again haha~after that ah pa pei mi go to my aunt's house to take a vcd to watch...but i ask him to go home cos evening le and he still not eaten yet~~~...reach home round 6 plus and then eat dinner~now on the phone wif my "qingaiderh" and my ah gal~~also msn chat wif my ah pa hahah....

jus now on the phone wif patient joey talk alot lor...helping her to get through each of her problems...now she's in a better shape liao haha....oki stopping here le now goin to play audi liao~tata....gong xi evan and her stead~~~psps...antenna too short liao haha =)


Thursday, February 07, 2008

happy chinese new year~~~may all be bless wif good luck and win alot of money~~~

today wake up @ 10++ then wash up and get ready to go over to my grandmother's house then after awhile went over to my pek gong's house to pay him a visit~ a very kind old man but living alone...saw my uncles and my uncle's wife and my another pek gong and his wife~~after that went into a room wif 2 of my aunts and 1 of my uncle and my brother to crap and we really can crap alot lor...crap for bout 1 hr++ haha.....after that went bac to my grandmother de house to eat lunch...after lunch i play mahjong...my god very not good....brought 5 dollars...win a bit then end of game money all gone liao...d0tX.....maybe cos today i wear almost all black lol...

at round 4 plus left my grandmother's house and went to tiong bahru to visit my great uncle and his family....at ther i also eat...haha...becoming a fat pig soon liao haha.....after a while...my whole family went bac home~~~during the way bac feel like falling asleep~but my lens are ther don really dare lor....went reach home....my mother sick~my brother also sick liao~~lol..thanks goodness i stil not yet....mus really take good care lor..if not...haiz~~~

anyway~drank some alcohol yesterday and today...hmm...i don tink i can really drink cos i hate the smell of those~~~like yesterday~my grandmother poured some red wine for mi to drink...piang the smell is very the bitter and when u pour it inside your mouth~wa...the taste is even more bitter....yucks~then today tasted some gin mixed wif 7up haha...oki la the smell not very thick~after i drank it...the taste is oki not bad maybe cos of the 7up...but after that..the taste start to get spicy and bitter.....>.<....heng i never drink the whole cup..ah bo..my parents confirm carry mi home haha....jkjkjk...not that weak la....haha...

oki oki...gotta stop liao lor....lol...received many red packets le....hope to receive more haha....auding a while and then ZzZzZ...tire tire liao bb and nite nite~~

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

feeling very sleepy now...finally can rest after work for so many days....FINAlly....tomorrow is the CNY...gong xi fa cai to all~~happy new year....

lol....this monday went i went to the toilet...YUCks~~didn't notice that there's a xiao qiang inside...YUCKS~~so scary..then went i was pouring the dirty water into the toilet blow..that xiao qiang slowly turn to face mi and i was scare out of my life and rush out and then the water was split all over the toilet bowl and the floor....my god...the xiao qiang eyes was so...YUCKS~~tiny and shiny...lol....my worst enemy ever....then quickly take some feash water and rush out of the toilet....my god lor....that day was so scary....

on tuesday which is yesterday....work and work and work....so tried lor...sleepy sleep liao lor...kept lacking of sleep....i'm jus tiring myself out lor.....ohya...almost forget le...i'm offically world recognize de....most ugly girl...and those who see mi will die...lol....on monday got a group of boys standin behind mi....send one of them to stand beside mi and turn bac to walk bac to his group...saying so loud...not nice de...ugly de...i don wan to harm u all....i have sacrifice myself liao...don wan to harm u guyz...from the above is wat that guy said...toking very loud..loud enough for mi the hear lor....haha....anyway really got a bit hurt and d0tX...cos i'm still girl rite...lol...nvm lor...cos i also admit i very ugly ma haha....lol...

gratz to my "qingaiderh" and my uncle jail for finally completed their exams....gong xi gong xi.....lol...marker da shu...i wan ang bao....suzana...xi hut..rowena...."qingaiderh"...ah pek....i also wan "angbao" too haha....lol.....~~~ today went to causeway to work...made alot of kuku tinks haha....why lea...got i can't get hold of the places wher those clothes are suppose to be hanged....lol...their storeroom...don even noe what to say...very very the messy...one here one ther...more funny de is i need to pull out a shirt from one of the stacks...then the stacks from few blocks away suddenly fall down...funny lea~then....today after work...rush to clementi to eat reunion dinner lor..haha...enjoy sum free time wif my cousin and my aunt on the com......haha...leave my grandmother house at around 8 plus lor...reach home kept busy wif my packin of the room and then finally got time to post up lor...haha....GONG XI FA CAI...LOL~

almost forget this very important tink....HAPPY VERY BELATED ANNIVERSARY TO MY SOTONGS~~ sotong qingaiderh~sotong baobei~sotong patient~sotong marker dashu~sotong ahgal~sotong ah pek~.....SORRY FOR THIS BELATED GREETINGS~ don noe correct anot...haha....lol~oki better stop here now...going to play audi now then go rest liao...very tire liao lor nite all and happy new year.... =)

Saturday, February 02, 2008

lol...today and yesterday work till very tire lor....haiz...work like hell....nowadays work till very late then go home lor...haiz...so tire~~~



damn lor today....got a idiotic customer damn **** de lor....she damn lor...ask mi got any new clothings...i introduce to her...then she ask for new long sleeve shirt....then i say all the shirt are on the rack..then she scold mi..why i so lazy.....md...i where got..then she went to complain to my colleague....then she ask mi to take the pants for her to try...so unlucky that all the pants no "L" size then i all go the store take those pants...then MD...i take out more then tens pair of pants she ONLY BUY 1!!!!!...wang ba dan....MD....idiotic....kept scolding mi lor....MD~~



then later took MRT home...saw jun~lao-a~and li qi....cut into the queue...hehe....then so unlucky...got 2 drunk china man stood beside...then half way through..1 of them PUKE IN THE BUS!!!!! piang then they quicking leave the bus...and leaving a strong unpeasant smell in the bus lor...wa lao~my frend more unlucky the man puke and got strain till thier legs....YUCKs disgusting CHINA MAN~!!!!!...then got 1 uncle who is also my neighbour...so fed up that...he actually scold out all the colourful words...shock mi lor haha.....piang very unlucky today lor....



then today got a art gallery in my workplace invited the lion-dance to the shop...wa..then the drum very loud till i almost deaf lor...hehe....oki la...better stop here first haha...oki....welcoming CNY de dao lai le~~~hohoho....happy chinese new year.....



also not forgetting to congrats some of my frendX~~suzana and her stead~~woo~~xi hut and his stead~~~rowena and her stead~~~