dear blog...,
felt much better in my mood liao =-)..but still unable to laugh out of my fullest from the bottom of my heart after getting bad results from most of my subjects...anyway..i start to look through the E-Learning work...omg the teachers must be mad liao..actually put up so many work for us to do sia....omg...think we are genius meh....then still need to print out about 16+ pages from the portal
to do OMG!!!! they must be thinking that our ink are for free de lor....why need print out so many pages instead that we can just hand in through the portal lea....work hard hard sia..think need a few days then able to complete le....
thinking through and talking these few days...made me felt that
i should think before i do anything and act to anything ...also know one thing....surpressing something will only affect myself and feeling bad will only be me suffering..."why not be happy again and start a new me from now onwards...and cheer up...?" i asked myself: "people are just working hard for the exams now...why not study hard hard and when i leave this school..i'm feeling happy le..?" so that's what i'm going to do le ba JIA YOU AMY!!!! JIA YOU!!!!!

dear blog...,
this iz a msg of love.....
....香烟爱上火柴就注定被伤害....
不要轻易说爱 , 许下的承诺就是欠下的債....
老鼠对猫说我爱你 , 猫说你走开 , 老鼠流泪走开 ,谁也没看见老鼠走后 , 猫也流了一滴泪....
其实有一种爱情叫做放弃....
风筝一辈子只会为一根线冒险...
女人善变的是脸 , 男人善变的是心...
在爱情的世界里 , 没有谁对不起谁 , 只有不懂珍惜谁....
遇到真爱就不要轻易说离开....
要记得抓紧爱情 , 而不是抓伤彼此的感情....
不要忘了真爱难寻....

dear blog...,
today i'm down in my moods in my feelings in alot of things...i felt that if one day i die also no one will know...just now when i was crossing the roads..i was being knock down by a car that image and thought just flash in to my mind...wondering in this world who will actually understand me...my thoughts...my character...and other things in me....who will be one..????????

dear blog...,
today there's a small gathering for all the choir members whom had participated in the SYF 2007...i enjoy it alot today...this is to all my juniors...do work hard and jia you not forgetting to enjoy during the practices and good luck in your coming exams...i also received some "love letters" from my juniors haha not forgetting our teacher..Ms Chua..i like it alot and thanks for the letters..i would cherish them alot...
them..today...iz sian...Mr wee came into our class and scold again..wa..sian lor..xi hut more chiam kanna "operate" by him..scold and scold every time also like that..say got teach where got..every time talk so fast..when say him talk too fast scold us not been attentive sian lorx...I REAL HOPE THAT MR WEE CAN PUT MORE EFFORTS IN EXPLAINING TO THE CLASS TO MORE DETAILS ON THE CHAPTER THEN SCOLD US EVERY DAY!!!
yesterday went out with yi ting..hui yi..choon seng..jia rong..and joshua..choon seng giving treat to all and them joshua was late..made me so hungry..why lea...cox i overslept heaven eat breakfast rush out liao haiz...after the meal..we went to search gifts for Ms Wong and Ms Chua to show our gratitude to them...bought two mugs..piglet mug for Ms Wong..and a Eeyore mug for Ms Chua...eight girls chip in the gifts all are seniors not even one junior gave any gift...the girls are: yee qian..liqi...hui yi..sandy..yi ting..jia yan..shi yun and mi!! =P....well the most that i hope iz that choir would hab a greater bonding and great teamwork...not forgetting my juniors those taking 'O's and mi & my friends..we could pass it with flying colours !!! Ms chua and Ms Wong hope you both like the mugs...

dear blog..,
i'm going to die liao...yesterday do too much jumping for the standing broad jump them now here pain there pain...shoulders muscle pain can't carry my bag with heavy weight..them my bach muscles also pain can't bend properly...my stomach muscle also pain...worst come liao...my thigh muscles also pain can't walk properly nor walk fast and even going down/up stairs also got problem help...(T(..)T)....

Dear blog...
Today SYF iz worst....Band got an Silver..and failure for choir again...Failure iz the mother to Success...and we all know that we sang well the teachers who came also know we sang well and we hab tired our best...it's the judges hu are cock eye and cock ear that can't see us nor hear us sang well...Mr DanKoh tried to Cheer us up but still....haiz...WE CRIED OVER THE HARD WORK WE HAD PUT IN...& THE C.O.P...THE FAILURE......though we had enjoy it...and some friends came to comfort us when they know that COP...but in the end we broke down to cry again....

Dear blog....
today one of my friends sent me this lame e-mail..check it out...

Lee Bai's Poem

(Chinese Version)
Chuang qian ming yue guang
Yi shi di shang shuang
Ju tou wang ming yue
Di tou shi gu xiang

(English Version) – the actual translation for the above chinese poem…
The moon light is pouring down on my bedside
Like white frost spreading on the ground
I look up the bright round moon in the sky
And lower my head thinking of my dear hometown

(Singlish (Phua Chu Kang) Version)
Bedfront Moon Bright Bright
Think Is Floor White White
Lift Head See Moon Moon
Bow Head Miss Home Home...

(Ah-Bengersion)
Bedfront Orr Pi Sai (pick nose)
Think Think Go Pang Sai
Pick Up Tai Gor Tai (handphone)
BS While Lau Sai

(Latest Reservist Army Version)
Bedfront Lau Bark Sai (tears drop)
Thinking About Exercise(reservist mobilization)
Drop Dead Look Into The Sky (run until no breathe)
Tong Kor Sia Lang Zai? (my heartache nobody knows)

(Osama version)
No friend at my side
Think think Bush will fight
Lift head but where to hide?
This time don't know when will die ?

(Bush version)
Can't sleep since that night
Think think where he hide ?
Bomb bomb friends will say I pai
o choice ask them go fly kite

dear blog...
i'm getting tired of hearing the scolding to the choir about the SYF..not all of the members are focus all they know are just talk and talk if not iz using handphone...FOR GOODNESS SAKE WHY CAN'T THEY UNDERSTAND THE PAIN THAT THE SENIORS HAD GONE THROUGH!!
WHY CAN'T THEY BE MORE FOCUS DON'T THEY THAT CHOIR HAS SORT OF BECOME THE LAUGHING STOCK OF THE WHOLE SCHOOL AMONG ALL THE CCA!!!
I'm getting so stress up scolded them yesterday and after that can talk again seniors from sec 4-5 knows how much the discipline of the Choir had drop and none of them knew how easy and much freedom they were given now as compared to the past hell man!!! they even made my 2 Chairmans cried infront of them and they can still grumble so much even the two cried xspecially THAT CHIN RUI XIONGdamn F*** HE STILL DARE TO GIVE COMMENTS AFTER THEY CRIED AND TALK BACK EVEN AFTER EVERY ONE ASK HIM TO SHUT UP!!!!
I'm going to chase u out of the Choir very soon if u did the same thing again CHIN RUI XIONG I'M GOING TO CHASE U OUT EVEN THIS IZ MY LAST YEAR IN CHOIR!!!! MARKS MY WORDS!!!
AND AS FOR THE CHOIR AS SANDY SUGGESTED MAYBE ALL THE SENIORS FROM SOME SEC 3 TO ALL 4 AND 5s CAN OPTED OUT AND U ALL CAN GO THE SYF YOURSELF!!! IF NOT U ALL CAN GO OUT AND ONLY THE SENIORS GO ALONE EVEN IF THERE'S JUST ONLY 17+ OF US BUT I BELIEVE WE CAN EVEN SING LOUDER AND COPED WITH IT MUCH BETA WITHOUT U ALL...
Can't say that all are not good singers but i know among all there's always some herds of BLACK SHEEP HIDDEN BETWEEN!!!! And i give up on Choir..tats all... stepping down iz what i'll be doing after SYF...

dear blog...,
during the 9th APr- 11th APr of 2007...i had a motivational camp cum workshop...first day was vert tiring cox' not use to it ma...had to sit for 13 long hours in the school's library from moring till late 9 pm plus sia...sian...
In the first session...the first instructor was Amin...he was such a humourous person...crack alot jokes that made the whole 4Es and 5NAs laugh so much sia his jokes was very funny....and then choon seng gave him nick name Aminah haha... then afternoon came by so fast that he had to go liao cox in total we had 3 instructors...Next up was Ramesh...starting he was very funny but slowly he became very lame.. kept telling lame jokes... then when i came back from the choir practice...i saw my bag was @ the back and my sit was taken away who knows what had happen during my absent from the 2hr of choir practice...then i found out from my friends that he was angry and chase alot people out and scolded most of the people and some was very angry of him and some cried...thanks goodness i wasn't there..haha..but nvm la but during his session...time pass very slow..then came by the third instructor..Woei(wei)tang...i think he's a newbie @ coaching ba.. who knows...but he good iz that we can bully him de haha....we also had a competition among the 4 classes..4E1 and 5A1 name ourselves Bangala Gelek...and 4E2 and 5A2 name themselves Aminah Freaks.....
Then in the 2nd day...Ramesh was taking first session and he was not that angry any more and that day's session went very smoothly...then iz Amin's turn liao during that day...that day to me was a crying session...alot of the people broke down to cry cox..that help recognise actually how much we had done for our parents...how sad it was for me...haiz cry till eyes turn small haha...nvm @ least now i will know i can't blame my parents for thoses scolding and beating and nagging liao cox whatever they saying also means to I LOVE U VERY MUCH!!!! then Woei tang came and we got speed reading sessions...very fun lea...i learn to do a speeding reading of 20s liao haha...
Time flies and the last day came it was so sad and every one can't bear to leave with the instructors....but also from the camp we learn to do alot if speed reading..find keywords fast and memorise words faster and have more confidence in myself and more motivation and set my goals well and high also to have a high self-esteem in myself well learn well and recognise myself more....today did sometink very wrong sorrie to my friends....

dear blog.....,
Had an chinese oral yesterday....found it oki la but only the conversation a little hard...i think i will not score well sia cox' hor...when my chinese teacher ask mi the qns i finsh answer then pause there but she look likes looking for more answer as when i finish look @ her she look @ mi....die liao lor like tat haiz....
Accidently hurt my good friend yesterday didn't know that she would react like that felt that it was mostly my fault and guilty....
Saw him yesterday....shocked to see him in that look...totally spoilt my impression on him...last time i saw him he was turning bad to worst...i don't even how to react when i saw him..just pretend i saw nothink and walk straight him......i think he saw me..i really don know how to react..he's smoking which completely destory his image don't know why he changed that much...i real hope that he could that he could kick off that habit....

dear blog....,
todae iz the combined concert @ the school hall..well it was a quite successful concert though some problems happen during the singing...had 2 sessions of performance..one in the morning another in the afternoon....the performance in the morning was oki....and when the choir came to the last song....we have to do some actions...maybe because when we did our actions and it look sift..so many of the upper sec laugh @ us ba...and we were distracted by them and we all cant help but had to control our laughter till the end of the performance...felt quite scare and nervous but hate it alot when i asked one of my classmates she said that rui xiong(one the choir memebers) that irritating guy was yawning half-way through the song and was caught by Mrs Choong when Ms Chua asked for her comments....that idoitic guy doesn't even know how many people in choir he had de jui idoit lor always knock on to people and never even say sorry stupid guy and always like to act cute and demand from others hate it....but glad to heard from some of my classmates that we had improved and we didn't even use mic. just only our pure voice......
After that we went back to class and it was PE after 2 periods of Maths..omg NAFA test so tired when i ran back....the sun was so big and we felt so tired todae cox' had to rush for the morning warm-up before the performance....straight up was recess and then 2 periods of Mother Tongue...sian...felt so sleepy in the class want to sleep but scare teacher catch.....then after that when for the afternoon performance warm-up...it did not went that smoothly as in the morning...our conductor gave the wrong signal but we just continue to sing and act nothing happen.....then so unlucky kanna caught by Mr Billy Goh during ASPro cox' came back to class late sia he so angry cos' alot people came back late but don like iz that what's there to give comments in the class diary lame lor him..think tomorrow Mr Lian going to scold us liao haiz....now i'm looking forward to the Good Friday holiday cox' no need go school and can sleep late late same goes to saturday and sunday wahaha...cox' i'm a sleepy piggy hehe!!