dear blog...,
haiz~~ still no news from any one about recruiting mi to job sia~~ haiz~~ if really no one wants mi then have to go back to GAN to do liao lor~ don want to go back there and do cos' they eat my $$$ de and no increase $$ for OT and no commission and no increase pay haiz~~ i hope i will receive a call tml la~~ god bless god bless~~

dear blog....,
finally i have finshed my 'O' levels le...~ today is the last paper....yet i don't have the happy mood like all~ don't know why....maybe due to the lack of sleep or too scare but~ don't know~ anyway just wanna start my days new again before i receive my results~ haiz~~start my job hunting tomorrow~

dear blog..,
after the 13 Nov' I'm free and out of school~no more wearing of school u. no more following rules~ i can do the things i want in my way...HOHOHO~ haiz anyway...school life wif uni. having been with mi through 13 yrs~ now no more le...going to miss it alot 2 just hope that mi and all my friends can always keep in contact~wa~ 13 nov sch ends..in sch for 13 yrs...1313 o.0....

anyway~ i dreamt of this yesterday morning still sleeping~ i dreamt that i got 33 marks for my GCE 'O' and i cried...and that feeling of getting that kind of results was soooo real~ and really wet my pillow...damn scary de...so scare that if i really get those results tink even ITE also don't want mi~so scare....what will happen to mi if this really happen~ and why i would dreamt of this?? is it cos i too tired/stress OR IS IT REAL??? omg~ can't even tink of anything~

dear blog...,
i saw "him" couple days ago...'he's with his partner that day..so embrass when both of us saw each other...'he' did change abit but his attitude is still the same~~though it's alright to see each other as s'pore is so small~~ but then just want to avoid "him" as long and as far as possible....i still remember "him" coming in to my work place last year...haiz...i'll avoid le avoid~avoid~don want to say or talk bout it le~

dear blog...,

it has been a long since i had update "you"....i'm having so much stress during this whole week and i tink that i'm going to fail my O's badly and i'm going to re-take is le.....omg....feeling not very good....

anyway...this whole week i have been going out to study with my friends in a group lor haha....at least i manange to understand a few more things that i usually don't really understand that well haha...group study outside is really much better than studying at home where i can't find help from....i like this group study alot~~~ ^^ we had so much fun and helping each other at work~ but i'm just scare that i'll be re-taking cos i didn't really manage to do very well~~HAIZ....gbm~~~ haha got some picz to upload during the time of the study~

hmmmm.....wat's sean tinking bout???

there's mi and xin yi~~

there's also mi and jolin~

mi and thiam boon and cheng jin~~

then with the 2 sleeping heads~~

i also got some problems de haha...though i know that my photographing skills are lousy but i like to take picz of the scenery some times...and manage to capture before it disappear...though i know not very nice...

some where near my house~

the sunset~take a careful look and the sky~the colours~~

and last of all~ ther's mi =) ^^