Seems like I have been building up alot of stress lately.
Yesterday having an most idiotic quarrel with parents which cos me to add this into my stress,then during training my heart suddenly pumps so fast which made me felt so nervous. Straight after that I totally lost my strength.
When Mdm ask to check pattern I keep making some minor mistake that I never made before and then slowly became a major one. Even sir said Im not in the form today...and I can see his face colour wasn't good after tat.
First time during training I drop tears. This has never ever happen before. The fear of failing the gradin and the stress I have been building up had made me unable to cope with. Even though my Mdm and friends encourage me to practice more... I still cant focus well.
But then I really must thank David who keep encourage me and even help me and pei me do the pattern...xie xie Ni buddy!!!
Hope that I'll jiayou and all stress go away...
Stress stress go away...never come bac to me Again.
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