Blur Queen

posting up this...cos i really hate this feeling...i'm home alone again.....home alone almost everyday...parents work...brother out with his friends....i jus hate this...i admire pei yu when she tells mi that her father's waiting for her at home almost every nite after her taekwondo practice....my parents don really care bout how i'm actually doing at sch. only when they saw mi coming home with a fuming face....they only cares bout my education...die die also mus pass it....and also bout the chores....die die i also mus do it....really had enough of this liao lor....talk to xavier"qingaiderh" before...he also understands the feeling cos he's having the same situation as mi.....xavier"qingaiderh" tell mi that once his brother go on to poly...they both are moving out to rent a house....and they welcome mi to stay with them.....i really want it.....at least....whenever i'm home....someone's there with mi to talk....i don wanna be home alone.....i still rmb the whole family went off to malaysia leaving mi behind cos i have to work...and they din even cancel it.....father send mi to stay with my grandparents....which din give mi freedom instead more grounding.....i really hope that they will understand how this feeling is been left all alone.....sitting in-front of the com. facing the four walls is the least tink that i would to do at home...yet the relationship between mi and my family are not good....thus making mi to lock myself in my room whole day long....why just can't they try to understand mi....if i'm not wrong i have been posting up this sentence for over 2/3 times in my previous few posts too....haha...getting emo. up again...haha....