was feeling very pek cek yesterday...whatever things i do also not happy....also don noe wat happen...but wanted to tell someone bout my feeling now....cos feeling damn the terrible.....called my sotongs...i may be bias...but everytime when i feeling low...i mainly will called this two first de....called Xavier....never pick up....called Joshua...playing game so i don disturb him.....feeling damn down so i just only want to call once...if never pick up then that's it....thought for a while....don wan to call my sotong girls cos' i scare they were busy or wat.....then i called the other two....called marker....either he never switch in his phone or no reception cos' i didn't get through.....in the end i called Shawn....the first time i called him sia....talk to him but my feeling the whole day.....but Shawn didn't notice that while i am talking to him bout my trouble....i have already drop some tears le....i also don noe why this will happen....then lata i got thing want to ask my Laopo aka Shu hui....i called her...she straight ask mi why i feel so moody....i ask nothing...but she kept asking mi till i can't tanhan le...i kap with Shawn say i call back lata....talk with ShuHui awhile...then i also cry le...she comfort mi awhile then i don wanna disturb her so i kap.....called uncle shawn then talk with joey peony Shawn and Ck in the conf. we chat awhile....then mi and peony both are moody....but Joey said one sentence that peony when very high...LOL....that sentence only we all know haha....after that...CK kap...Joey kap....uncle Shawn's phone going low batt. so mi and peony kap....

i called peony and then we both talk our hearts out....we talked bout alot of tinks which we both share the same points.....and we continue our talk to 2.30 am....then we kap....Joshua wake mi up at 5.15am cos' i ask him to.. =P...i was suppose to go help out my mother....but SORRIE AH PEK JOSHUA....i fall back to my pillow again....sorrie.... =( ....got scolding from my father when he came home jus now...... haiz....

i chiong Crisis Core to lv 45....then the game end le....my main char. that i was playing died....wa the ending damn sad lor....i see until i cry....maybe I'm crazy or what....but the way he died was very ke lian...that's why i cried....haha...anyway i'm oki le....i hate is the game end with a sentence....TO BE CONTNUED IN FINAL FANTASY VII.....it's another part of the story which i have to go download....wa piang....i see liao...ji tao... =.="' .....anyway...i going to find the next part and chiong again....haha...oki I'm stopping here...tata~

nowadays damn hot de.....everyday no wind...piang...i like sweating like hell...more worst is that my room faces the sun when it sets.....and the kitchen faces the sun when in the afternoon....wa...my house like oven lor.....OMG....on fan also no use....haiz...hope that the weather would turn cool soon....

play Crisis Core for bout 4-5 days....chiong till lv 44 liao...my brother tell mi that the game is ending soon....hmm...since like tat...then i should see how high the lv can chiong.....jia you ba.....

LOL yesterday on phone with peony...marker...darryl and joshua...joshua was at chalet....so he talk a while then he kap le...cos he said that he wanted to play cards with his friends....after that we talked bout someone...and i was eating my ice-pop..LOL....and all of them thought i was crying...haha...NO WORRIES...I WOULD CRY FOR A GUY...NEVER LA....NO WORRIES....then we peony went to "hibernate" while mi marker and darryl went watching the ANTM(VII)...after the show which was round 2 am....darryl went to bed...but marker's house phone no reception...i call for him so long he never reply mi....then i kap and call him....he was tired so i never talk much and kap the phone so he can rest....but them marker....i might get deaf one day due to your ring tone u know....very the loud lea....anyway...i never go sleep lor....i went watching the TV til 3 plus...then my father woke up...saw him and i very do auto....turn off everytink and fly to my room...cos don wan get scolding....cos' my parents don like mi sleeping late...but i use to it liao la.......suppose to wake at 5 plus today to go hlp my mother...in the end i overslept...lucky never kanna scolding....

oh ya..there seems some chemistry going on with uncle Jail and chew mei haha...both of them are quite close to each other now haha.....always care and concern for each other haha....so...when u both are together must tell mi ar....and when both of u are getting engaged must tell mi lea...no worries..i will help to spread the word to everyone for u de haha XD....

anyway i woke up at 11 plus....first tink i do was to go ask my mother that i want to go out today...BUT SHE DON LET.....SHE KEPT NAG AND NAG....JUST DON LET MI.....PIANG....THEN SHE SAY...EVEN U GO OUT I ALSO WON GIVE ANY MONEY....piang...i like trap in this house lor....everyday lock in here...can't go other place....WTH.....suppose to watch movie with peony de....but due to this i can't really make it....sorrie peony...

talk on msn with zi jun and cai ling....both of them saw my previous msn nick which was on the April Fool joke...lol...and lao-a almost believe it wa haha.....found out from jun that the Ryan was her cousin....she told mi some tinks bout him lor....haiz...i don noe la....but she told me that he was quite the serious....cos he got write down in his msn pm....but..haiz...don noe lea.....mi this type of ppl also will have ppl like....tink they must have stamps on their eyes le ba...LOL....don noe la...see how tinks go first ba....oki i'm stopping here la.....tata~