Friday, April 10, 2009

Went down to pasir panjang to visit my grand-uncle at a private nursing house, he became more weaker & thinner as compared to the last time i saw him. Felt abit sad, heard from my aunts and father that my grand-uncle got a feeling of been abandon by us. But we all know that it's out of choice, lucky my grand-uncle felt better when he saw all of us.

The environment there is not that good. I asked my mother why they choose this nursing house, she told me that this was the only nursing house that's willing to accept my grand-uncle. The nursing house is located at those resident area, too quiet. Inside was too dark, gives me a feeling that if got earthquake, it will collapse for sure. I can feel that my grand-uncle was feeling bored too. At there, i can see almost all old folks are wheelchair bounded. No programs, no entertainment(other than TV), not real hygienic. The only area that the old folks can move around is only at the level, no lift only stairs.

After awhile, my father wheel my grand-uncle back into his room. He's now real weak, after he came to the house, he never get out of his wheel-chair, the "nurses" were real short-handed. Only 1-2 people, and i don't think they are real nurse. In the room, my father carried my grand-uncle to his bed and chat with him awhile. My aunts look through his stuff abit and found some spoilt food. He kept his food when he can't finish. After persuading him for sometime, then my grand-uncle finally agree on throwing those stuff. We left the nursing house round noon time, before we left, we(kids includin mi) went to hold hands with my grand-uncle and say BB to him, took the taxi back home. Nothing much happen except that i got abit sick now. I'm down with abit of cold and cough, hope that i can recover before school starts =).

Oki I'm stopping here now, ending with two pics i took with Edmund(cousin)'s sunglasses~. TA~


Sunday, April 05, 2009

SLEEPLESS NIGHT~~~

i cant even sleep sia. Used computer till 3 am this morning,then plan to sleep for 2 hours before going for my grading,but then I CANT EVEN SLEEP!!!
Most tiring thing is, my body wanted to rest but my mind don't want. My mind keeping thinking but grading pattern and others stuff. =.= I can really die....

In the end i gave up on sleeping, 4 plus I'm already out of bed and went to bath le. After bathing, i climb back into my bed trying to see if i can sleep again. Cos, i usually after bathing till can sleep more de, outcome: USELESS. Totally in hopeless mode, i switch on my com. again. Haiz, used till round 6 and I'm out of my house to the grading area le.

I woke up so early and I'm super hungry, went downstairs to buy some food. Those aunties saw me, first thing they ask was, today so early wake up ar...repeated this answer quite alot of time "can't sleep". My mother super cute, she said that since i woke up so early, might as well mop the whole house floor then go out. *FAINT*. I cant sleep and I'm going out in half an hour time still ask mi mop the floor. I rather rest abit more than moping the floor.

Then grading took place at Yio Chu Kang sports hall. I only can say one thing, IT"S SUPER HOT THER!!!! Inside no air-con, then the got fan like no fan like that. Every one's sweating. Waited for an while then my turn to do the pattern. Abit nervous, i almost fell down when doing my kick. Heng ar. Everything finish quite fast and I'm out of there at round 10 plus am. I wonder how did that "pig" did, don hab his number can't ask him. He seems abit nervous from his look. no choice, have to wait till next training le..Hope that everyone can pass with flying colours..

Then recently I'm have been pc-ing (phone chatting) with ah gal. Both of us would talk abit then slient in progress for a super long time. Not then we fell asleep, is that both of us are reading novels~ I 'm reading Chinese novels on9 while she's reading English novel books. We would both talking bout the content of the book to each other while reading. Thought it's two different language but when ever we find somethink funny or other think in the content of the book, we would share it to each other. And cos it's two different languages, the content and the words are abit too chim when we read it out to each other. I'm always the one having lots of problems when ah girl share her book content with me. She always need to simplify the tink for me to understand, while she rarely having anytink problem on understand what i'm telling her. Haiz. Anyway, more and more ppl are calling mi bookworm/ ah zai Xp. Cos i only keep reading the on9 novels and seldom step out a foot out of my house. But i like staying at home hehe....

oki la...i stop le...don noe what to write le...but i manage to catch some sleep whne i reach home so it's the best... haha oki ta~